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Scripture
In Depth
Eighteenth Sunday in Ordinary Time B
August 5, 2012
Reading I: Exodus 16:2-4, 12-15
Responsorial Psalm: 78:3-4, 23-24, 25, 54
Reading II: Ephesians 4:17, 20-24
Gospel: John 6:24-35
Gospel Jn 6:24-35
they themselves got into boats
and came to Capernaum looking for Jesus.
And when they found him across the sea they said to him,
"Rabbi, when did you get here?"
Jesus answered them and said,
"Amen, amen, I say to you,
you are looking for me not because you saw signs
but because you ate the loaves and were filled.
Do not work for food that perishes
but for the food that endures for eternal life,
which the Son of Man will give you.
For on him the Father, God, has set his seal."
So they said to him,
"What can we do to accomplish the works of God?"
Jesus answered and said to them,
"This is the work of God, that you believe in the one he sent."
So they said to him,
"What sign can you do, that we may see and believe in you?
What can you do?
Our ancestors ate manna in the desert, as it is written:
He gave them bread from heaven to eat.?"
So Jesus said to them,
"Amen, amen, I say to you,
it was not Moses who gave the bread from heaven;
my Father gives you the true bread from heaven.
For the bread of God is that which comes down from heaven
and gives life to the world."
So they said to him,
"Sir, give us this bread always."
Jesus said to them,
"I am the bread of life;
whoever comes to me will never hunger,
and whoever believes in me will never thirst."
The Gospel of John, Chapter 6
The
discourses in John's gospel are heavy going for anyone who would try
to grasp the whole of the teaching in them. The direction of the
argument changes unexpectedly, the continuity is not always obvious,
occasional aphorisms appear as if from somewhere else instead of
being embedded in the text. But the main reason they may fail to
impact on the modern reader is our inclination to identify with Jesus
and to see the 'others', whether it is Nicodemus or 'the crowd' or
'the Jews' as the thick-headed or wrong-headed opposition. Instead of
having an attitude of curious listening we find ourselves presuming
to know the mind of Jesus, and wondering why the others are so
resistant to it. Yet in fact I am the resisting one, and Jesus picks
the argument with me.
Over years
of meditating on these discourses we come to a point of knowing
without understanding. I wonder what would happen if I put myself in
as one of the crowd and fully identified with them. This would entail
writing the whole discourse again, filling in what the gospel writer
left out with the possibility of missing the point or even of making
a new point.
Is this allowed?
Well, the christians of the first century were not content with one
version. Each of the four gospels is a re-writing of what they
already had, with the changes of emphasis and even of meaning that
any re-working involves. If any readers find that this exercise
does not provide a useful way to penetrate the Word of God they
should seek out more conventional commentaries and not be distracted
by this foolishness.
THE ARGUMENT WE HAD TO HAVE
My name is Jair
[he will illuminate].
Together with my friend Benammi [member of my
people] we were following the rabbi at that time.
He had gone with his disciples across the lake in a boat, and we
joined the crowd strung out along the track around the lake shore,
aiming to meet up with him when he came ashore.
We'd seen a
lot of this rabbi Jesus, around the towns of Galilee. People liked
his style. He had a knack of spinning yarns that had a twist in the
tail. But by the time he'd been around for a couple of years we'd
pretty well had enough of him. At first it looked like he might be
the one to make a difference in our world, and there were people
prepared to keep close to him, hoping to be in on the act when
something finally happened. That was the mood over there on the other
side of the lake.
It was one of the biggest crowds we'd seen,
and him teaching them for hours, moving around talking to groups,
asking about their life, answering questions, sorting out their
problems with the laws and customs in a way that made sense. Come
late in the day and a few here and there opened up their kits and
started to have a bite to eat, but most hadn't brought anything with
them. You could see some were getting worried because it was a long walk
back to where you could buy food, and it was getting late. Then we
saw the rabbi's men moving through the crowd, getting people to sit
down in groups. Higher up the hill we saw the man himself
with loaves of bread in his hands, and he spoke a blessing and gave
the bread to his disciples and they handed it out to the people.
Somehow it turned out to be enough for everybody. Then they came
round picking up the left-overs in baskets.
Well, that was
yesterday. We spent the night under the stars, and this morning
waited around a while for the rabbi to come down from the hills where
he had gone after his mates took their boat and headed off for home.
He looked like he was getting away from a group that was a bit too
enthusiastic for his liking, wanting to make him their king. Can you
imagine?
Anyway, some boats came from over Magdala way and we
got a ride back to Caphernaum. Benammi and I got talking to a little
group we hadn't met before. They were pretty critical of this rabbi:
reckoned it was time to forget about him and get on with life. There
was one bloke from around Megiddo, a blunt talker who I felt might
have been on the lookout for some young bloods to join the resistance
groups that were giving the Romans a bit of curry. They've got a long
history of that sort of thing around Megiddo. I don't think this
bloke ever told us his name so I just think of him as
'Meggido'.
*********************18th Sunday: Jn 6:24-35*********************
When
we reached Caphernaum there was the rabbi with his little group of
followers, and as we were coming up from the shore one of our lot
called out to ask him how he got here ahead of us.
He didn't
answer that. In fact he may not have liked the tone of the question,
because the reply he shot back had something of an edge to
it.
"You're
not looking for me because you saw signs that taught you something,
but because you ate the loaves
and had your fill."
We had
seen him hold his own in an argument when the pharisees bailed him up
, but this time it was like he was ready to bail us up. The way he looked from one to another made me feel he was
reading thoughts. There was a note of exasperation in the next thing
he said:
"Don't
work for food that perishes! You eat that food: you die anyway.
You've got to work for the food that carries through to eternal
life. This is the food the Son of Man will give you."
He
kept looking at us a few moments more, then he looked away, out over
the gleaming sea, and he said softly, almost to himself:
"The Father, God,
has set his seal on him."
The way he said it he might
have been trying to convince himself.
My
mate Benammi had always been attracted to this rabbi and would have
made a good disciple if he'd been asked. Now he broke the tension,
taking up the idea of working for your food. He blurted out: "What
work should we be doing then, so that we're doing the works of God?"
But
the reply was not what we expected. The rabbi said: "This
is the work of God, that you believe in the one he sent."
It was a curious turn of
phrase, but I took it to mean:
"You have to
acknowledge the credentials of
God's envoy", and it was obvious he was
claiming to be that envoy. This was too much for Megiddo.
"What
sign can you do," the
big man said bluntly. "Where's
a proof that we can see, and believe
in you? What can
you do? Our ancestors ate manna in the desert, as it's written: 'He
gave them bread from heaven to eat'?
"
Jesus
must have seen what was coming because he cut him short before he
could get in a demand for arms and money to support the
resistance.
"You think Moses gave
them bread!" he said, scornfully.
"It was not
Moses who gave the bread from heaven! It's my Father who gives you
the true bread from heaven. For the bread of God is the bread that
comes down from heaven. This bread puts real life into the
world."
"Sir,
give us this bread - always," Benammi
burst out in a rash of
enthusiasm, but the rabbi's reply took the wind out of his sails
again.
"I
am the bread of life," Jesus
said softly. "Whoever
comes to me will never hunger, and whoever believes in me will never
thirst."
A loud grunt from
Megiddo rumbled through the crowd, and I saw a disdainful look spread
cross his large strong face. Beside me Benammi looked mystified. I
felt the same. I wanted to say: "You? You will put life into the
world? You really are serious about this! You expect us to believe
that you are the one sent from the Father?"
I looked
across to the bustling street of Caphernaum a hundred metres away,
and saw the people I knew, businessmen whose bookkeeping I took care
of, going about their business, buying from suppliers, offering deals
to merchants trading with the Greek cities further round the lake,
calculating options and working out who to trust and who to avoid.
They were men of the world. In fact they are the men who make the
world go round. They know about supply and demand, about high prices
when supplies are short, and hunger and famine when harvests fail,
and waste when they can't sell what they've contracted to buy. A
shock went through me as it sunk in that this rabbi, this teacher of
spirituality, this very unlikely bloke said he - he himself - was
going to give real life to the world. He was the 'bread of life'!
Where will this will end? I wondered. And where will I find a place to stand when things begin to fall...